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Let's start this off with a good line
That sounded better in my head
This song's the only reason
That I got out of my bed
No hope, here now
No hope, here now
Are you even listening?
Am I worthy of a chance, just one chance?
I'm such a goddamn tryhard
Screaming out my senseless rants
That's not my problem
You're wanting more than I can give
That's not my problem
You're wanting something I can't do
No hope, here now
No hope, here now
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2. |
stupid song
03:45
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They never listen all they do is stare at you
Watch out for this one they said I was no good for you
I hope in your eyes I'm more than just a social tool
Won't ask for much just maybe a minute to
Breathe
You're the smoke inside of my lungs
I never wanted to
Live that long
So what's the deal anyway
Is that so wrong
Who's it matter to
It's just a stupid song
Life goes downhill, once you get to 22
From here on out everything is deja vu
But not to worry I'll be going down with you
Slow it down I just need a minute to
Breathe
You're the smoke inside of my lungs
I never wanted to
Live that long
So what's the deal anyway
Is that so wrong
Who's it matter to
It's just a stupid song
Maybe because I'm foolish
Is that a good enough reason to do this?
Pursue it
Change without influence
Move in congruence
Like Nike I do it
And sometimes I do it just cause it's stupid
Just to prove I can do it
So what's it anyway
This smoke in my lungs
Pain while numb
Beats no drum
Fingered not thumbed
Sometimes finished
Still not done
But let's keep it moving along
7 days makes one week
One day makes you strong
But for better living
Sometimes you need a stupid song
Breathe
You're the smoke inside of my lungs
I never wanted to
Live that long
So what's the deal anyway
Is that so wrong
Who's it matter to
It's just a stupid song
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hellgodbabydamnno!
05:36
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I've been to one of their meetings above the convenience store
Phasing in and out of elevator doors
Screaming on the stairs for sweet release
Running away from time turning into steam
I gasp for air as I choke on irony
I've seen beyond what anyone has seen
We're living in a hell of our design
To be vaporized by the sun shine
Now all
Is lost
Crawl back
To dust
Poisoned
Our blood
Summon
The sun
When will we stop feeding on this wretched corpse
Hallucinations of the pale white horse
Unholy communion with the Great Ones
The rippling of red velvet curtains
Celestial emissaries of the God sent
Tell us of a future that's past the present
Rites of the self induced living nightmare
Victims of the sun's burning frenzied stare
Now all
Is lost
Crawl back
To dust
Poisoned
Our blood
Summon
The sun
The sun sets as pink pollutants paint the sky
The pit opens wide as radiation barrages against our skulls and soaks into our skin
How can our destruction create such beauty?
Am I responsible for this?
Does the fate of our future rest on my shoulders simply for the sin of being born?
How can I save us from these waves of plastic mutilation when I can't even save enough for rent?
I guess we'll cross that underwater bridge once we come to it
The sun glowers on us from up on high
Our eldritch horror in the sky
Die by what you deified
This Great Machine it cannot stop
That's what you get when you kill God
Now all
Is lost
Crawl back
To dust
Poisoned
Our blood
Summon
The sun
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4. |
danny devito
02:45
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I wanna be Danny Devito
I wanna run the Gotham streets
I look up to Danny Devito
Even though he's shorter than me
What's it like Danny Devito
To be short and stay sweet?
Jesus Christ Danny Devito
How'd you get out of New Jersey?
Please save me
From poverty
Please save me
From obscurity
Please save me
From reality
Pulled it back as far as it goes
Before it snaps back in my face
Doing fine as far as they know
Moved out to my own place
Can't book my band shows
Or fucking time in the practice space
I think I've hit a new low
I think this song is a disgrace
Please save me
From poverty
Please save me
From obscurity
Please save me
From reality
Danny
Danny Devito
Danny
Danny Devito
Danny
Danny Devito
Danny
Danny Devito
Danny
Danny Devito
Danny
Danny Devito
Danny
Danny Devito
Danny
Danny Devito
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5. |
cold comfort
05:06
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Everyday hurts the same
No mistakes I feel the pain
You can't hate me more than I do it's not a good look
I wear this mask to hide the truth I'm an open book
I write my message on the wall
But no one can read my chicken scrawl
Thought I could forget it all
Why'd it happen to me?
There's no frame when you're to blame
Such a shame what we became
There's no sense in making up it's been too long
I've heard that if I fake enough I won't feel so wrong
I write my message on the wall
But no one can read my chicken scrawl
Thought I could forget it all
Why'd it happen to me?
So tell me
What can I do
To pass the time?
I fell through
A poisoned fruit
False paradise
I failed you
Now is that true
Are you surprised?
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't care what's left in store
Like picking at an open sore
Why do I do this to me?
Thought by now I'd see how
It's okay to walk away
I don't know when to back out I can't save myself
Either that or you're a man only out for himself
I write my message on the wall
But no one can read my chicken scrawl
Thought I could forget it all
Why'd it happen to me?
So tell me
What can I do
To pass the time?
I fell through
A poisoned fruit
False paradise
I failed you
Now is that true
Are you surprised?
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't care what's left in store
Like picking at an open sore
Why do I do this to me?
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tombstone
06:49
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You feel so safe in your ivory tower
That's built for protection by your fucking father
You haven't looked down and you chose not to see
That everyone else is still suffering
You say you've worked hard so then why should you share
You've fully embraced that this life isn't fair
So fuck all your feelings I'll tell you the truth
There is a leak in your white shingled roof
There's a flood
I know I'm no one I know you don't care
I know you don't think I'm deserving of air
You're born from a rotten root deep in this earth
It's the people like you that only see worth
So go cry to your daddy and ask for a loan
While the rest of us suffer out all on our own
Just know when it's done that we're all the same
Alone in the ground with nothing but a name
Yeah it's done
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7. |
ennui
03:46
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I spend my time chasing a dream that I know that I cannot do
I'll spend all my time chasing a dream that I know that I cannot do
My life is determined by those with fuller pockets than me
Nothing I do can change my reality
The apathy around me is sickening
Everything around me is sickening
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can do
As it's all the same
And nothing ever changes
It's all the same
And nothing ever changes
It's all the same
And nothing ever changes
It's all the same
And nothing ever changes
It's all the same
And nothing ever changes
It's all the same
And nothing ever changes
It's all the same
And nothing ever changes
It's all the same
And nothing ever changes
Ennui
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8. |
untitled
05:03
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Polluted air spewing from the machine
Temperatures never before seen
This is life in the Anthropocene
Why progress when you can make money?
They can't seem to face up the facts
Constantly nervous no time to relax
I can't sleep cause my bed's on fire
The whole world's now our funeral pyre
I remember in September it was cold outside
Public surrender to an agenda that's full of lies
The pretender money lender profits as we die
Full of pleasure no defender as smoke fills the sky
I can't shake this doomsday feeling
A constant stirring shaking screaming
What can I do when I feel so small?
Confident of nothing at all
Cold sweats the clock ticks away
Inching closer to our last day
Lost deep in the illusion of time
Pretend that we'll be fine
I remember in November it was cold outside
Public surrender to an agenda that's full of lies
The pretender money lender profits as we die
Full of pleasure no defender as smoke fills the sky
I remember in December it was cold outside
Public surrender to an agenda that's full of lies
The pretender money lender profits as we die
Full of pleasure no defender as smoke fills the sky
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god is in the details
05:45
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I'm taken back to my old home
The clicks and pops of gravel roads
Percussion breaks cicada drone
The final happy episode
The arms come down the train is coming
No other way in or out
A part of me feels like it's stuck there
Would he recognize me now?
Now it feels like a lifetime
Since I was that small town boy
I lost that chip up on my shoulder
When nothing could bring me joy
I always knew that I'd be something
But just what have I become?
Am I the person that I dreamed of
Or just another faceless cog?
And no one's guaranteed a living
Not when living has a cost
I put my faith into nothing
But I don't feel like I'm lost
I need something
To make me feel whole
I feel nothing
I have no soul
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